i
feel like life is a ruthless competition. it seems that people live together
but they seem to like to say crazy things to each other that everyone knows are
not true. i don't understand this. i just know that it is something i have
observered and what is given shall be taken away.
it saddens me. the
pain is too much to bare, i can't take it, i can't go
on, i hurt badly!!
=(,
